To the lover,
When is it that we stop holding off for the guy! the guy that is perfect for us! n i dont mean P-E-R-F-E-C-T in life or anyway, but just perfectly made for us. the person who understands u in seconds of meeting u or the person who for some reason u cant get off ur mind, n havnt since u met them. or maybe the person who drives u madely crazey...why is it that we lower our standards(or needs) for the person who isnt ment for us?
When do we stop dreaming n start living a lie?..Well i remember the day i let a dream go...wat a life changing experiance that turned out to be. He was by far the best n most warm hearted man i have let into my life in a romantic sense. i was young when i 1st met him. he had a generous soul towards me!n he had the most beautiful face id ever seen! his eyes were pearcing and when he looked at me it was like i was the only one in the room. he had a way of setting my soul on fire n yet calming me all in seconds. He was that one person i could take a drive with n say nothing n he knew everything i wasnt saying. He was the guy i could run to when life seemed rough, the guy i could cry with n his heart would break with mine. The guy i could sing to threw the whole of a grocery shop n he wouldnt want to walk ten feet infront of me. The guy who i had my 1st kiss with n the guy who stole my heart..Such rich, undamaged hearts r urs when u r a teenager. Some people say i am like an old soul living this life again. well i wished i had learnt this lesson long b4 the begining. When i said good by to my dream man i didnt realise the impact n damage i was about to inflict on his innocent heart. there r no words to desribe the pain u also go threw knowing U R THE ONE who just corsed all this hurt in there life. n yet anythign u say or do wont make it better, infact most cases it just makes it worse. This lesson i wished i learnt later on in life or with another guy. As he was truely one of the greats n will b forever that amazing fish i lost...
ox J
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Thursday, January 6, 2011
My New Man!
hello Pops!
i no i no what is she doing only day 6 n shes already fallin for someone! thats wat ur thinking atm right? well i can gladly tell u all! i have found a new man to shower all my love n affection on! i no we will do all the fun n exciting things in the future together....long walks on the beach...picnics in the park... excercise together n have alot of sleep overs at my place! shhhh dont tell mum! he is a lil bit younger then me! so that will be challenging at some points! i will have to guide him with all the wisdom n grace that i own. ahahaha ahaha....did i foooooool u? this new MAN is actualy(my new love yes but!) in the form of a pup! his name is(atm) Baily! hes delightful! n heavenly sent! i think wen someone leaves ur life(n i say that in knowing that no one leaves our heart just our physical beings) someone else beautifuly made will soon enter. But only if we are open to it all!
So lil Baily boy came to us in a surprising way! As we ventured out to the coastal suburbs to look at a rescue dog named Tracker. We happend to be 45mins early for our appoitment and by chance at that same moment drove past a sign reading "pure bred labrador pups for sale". so as we had time decided to call the breeder n see if they had a few moments in the next 10-15mins to view them....well it was a green light go a head! n as soon as we got there 1-2-3 all of us fell deaply inlove with our new lil addition! but out of total respect for this other dog n its foster owners we went along to the appoitment. but he was WAY(great dain) to big for us! n bark'd alot n jumped all over u! having an almost 6 and 3 yr old Grandchildren in our family would be an awful idea. plus i think our hearts were stolen moments earlier! so in 4wks he will be coming home! n then the pix will begin! yahooooooo : )
night lovers....
.....ox J
i no i no what is she doing only day 6 n shes already fallin for someone! thats wat ur thinking atm right? well i can gladly tell u all! i have found a new man to shower all my love n affection on! i no we will do all the fun n exciting things in the future together....long walks on the beach...picnics in the park... excercise together n have alot of sleep overs at my place! shhhh dont tell mum! he is a lil bit younger then me! so that will be challenging at some points! i will have to guide him with all the wisdom n grace that i own. ahahaha ahaha....did i foooooool u? this new MAN is actualy(my new love yes but!) in the form of a pup! his name is(atm) Baily! hes delightful! n heavenly sent! i think wen someone leaves ur life(n i say that in knowing that no one leaves our heart just our physical beings) someone else beautifuly made will soon enter. But only if we are open to it all!
So lil Baily boy came to us in a surprising way! As we ventured out to the coastal suburbs to look at a rescue dog named Tracker. We happend to be 45mins early for our appoitment and by chance at that same moment drove past a sign reading "pure bred labrador pups for sale". so as we had time decided to call the breeder n see if they had a few moments in the next 10-15mins to view them....well it was a green light go a head! n as soon as we got there 1-2-3 all of us fell deaply inlove with our new lil addition! but out of total respect for this other dog n its foster owners we went along to the appoitment. but he was WAY(great dain) to big for us! n bark'd alot n jumped all over u! having an almost 6 and 3 yr old Grandchildren in our family would be an awful idea. plus i think our hearts were stolen moments earlier! so in 4wks he will be coming home! n then the pix will begin! yahooooooo : )
night lovers....
.....ox J
Monday, January 3, 2011
NYE!
Hello Poppets,
well I decided after encountering a discusting man~ to take the next year off! off all men! i no, yer right. how long is this going to last!? what if u meet a fantastic guy? everyone will be saying those to me! well i am 22 n been waiting that long, wats one more year really? so i am day 3 and going well! men r friends n not food!
New Years eve was a blarst! As i had decided to take the night off from all company and enjoy my own for once! i grabbed a bunch of movies, a delish meal n sat back n enjoy the quiet silence that took me into the next year! well that went well till i came across some cute boys on FB. i thought to myself how this is going to be hard! Also to top it, i had to say good bye to an old gentlemen in my life max(my dog).so i realised then that this would be an EVEN a harder year without him. but on a lighter note the best things for u r always the hardest to obtain! so NYE i cheer'd myself to a year without any men!
so bring it on! n ur thoughts about this matter : )
ox J
well I decided after encountering a discusting man~ to take the next year off! off all men! i no, yer right. how long is this going to last!? what if u meet a fantastic guy? everyone will be saying those to me! well i am 22 n been waiting that long, wats one more year really? so i am day 3 and going well! men r friends n not food!
New Years eve was a blarst! As i had decided to take the night off from all company and enjoy my own for once! i grabbed a bunch of movies, a delish meal n sat back n enjoy the quiet silence that took me into the next year! well that went well till i came across some cute boys on FB. i thought to myself how this is going to be hard! Also to top it, i had to say good bye to an old gentlemen in my life max(my dog).so i realised then that this would be an EVEN a harder year without him. but on a lighter note the best things for u r always the hardest to obtain! so NYE i cheer'd myself to a year without any men!
so bring it on! n ur thoughts about this matter : )
ox J
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